unhappiness

I feel so stupid,i feel so betrayed by you.
I wonder why does it always happen to me me me..
I'm so dissapointed,and you made me cried like a piece of shiet.
why are you like this?aren't you afraid...?
it was like a dream first,and then my dream shattered into pieces.

p/s:“In the end these things matter most: How well did you love? How fully did you love? How deeply did you learn to let go?”
Letting go is never easy..